それからの日々は、暇さえあれば、ナズか星さんがやって来て、体を混じり合わせる日々だった。 それは、ナズと星さんが口を聞かなくなった日々でもあった。 彼女達は僕に選ばれたいと必死だった。 彼女達はただ傍に居てくれればいいと言って、誘ってくる。 僕が満足する様にあらゆる事をやってくれた。それは、特に星さんにとっては酷い羞恥が交じったものである事に違いない。 星さんは肌を重ね合わせる事が不得手な事に焦っていたし、ナズは今まで僕に抱かれていた手前、自分が飽きられていないか焦っていた。 馬鹿だと思う。そんな事しなくても僕は彼女達が好きなのに。 ただ、傷つけたくないだけなのに。 いつまでも答えを出さずにいる僕に彼女達は日々を重ねるにつれ、僕の身の回りの世話や、さらに負担がかかるであろう下の世話等、女中や淫売婦の様な事をし始めた。 全ては僕に選ばれる為に。 僕は、いつの間にか二人の女性を垂らしこんだ二股野郎になっていた。 ナズ。お前は生意気な奴だったけど、命連寺で気兼ねなく文句を言い合える奴だったよ。星さん、貴女はまじめな方で、尊敬していたんだ。本当に。 貴女達は、以前はただの主従関係とかじゃなくて、等身大の相手を認めていて、羨ましいぐらいの信頼関係だったよ。 それが、今はどうだ？。 一人の優柔不断な男に股を開いて媚売りしあって、お互い傷つけあっているじゃないか？ どうして、こうなったんだ？どうして、どうして・・・？。 いや、分っている。僕が一人を選んで、もう片方に引導を渡してしまえばいいんだ。 そうすれば、彼女達はこんな痛々しい競い合いをする理由はなくなる。 だけど、決断できなかった。彼女達は本気だったんだ。本気で僕の事を好いて、 全てを投げ打ってでも、僕に気に入られようと必死だった。 そんな彼女達を傷つけられる訳がない。傷つけられる訳がない。 最近 ナズは何か堪えきれない様に抱きつく事が多くなった。一切口にださないが。酷く辛い表情をしてるばかりだった。 星さんは僕と二人っきりの時は幼子の様になって甘えた。たまに口調が幼くなるぐらい度を越して甘えた。まるで理性が壊れたかの様だった。 もう二人とも限界だ・・・。 しかし、そんな彼女達に止めを刺す事なんて出来ない。僕の拒絶に今の彼女達は持たないだろうから・・・わわ、わっふるわっ・・・

My life after that. Whenever I had free time, either Shou-san or Nazu would come to me so we could make love, day after day. Nazu and Shou-san stopped talking to each other. They were frantic for me to choose between them, even while they both said they just wanted to be by my side. They did everything they could to satisfy my desire. In Shou-san's case, it was mixed with an unmistakable bashfulness. Shou-san fretted that her clumsiness in bed would make me turn away from her, but Nazu, with whom I've been sleeping up until this point, worried that I was growing tired of her.
I think they're idiots. Even without the sex, I would still like them both. I didn't want to hurt either one. I'm always putting off the decision, but the more time goes by, and the more I sleep with them, the more they tend to my needs, taking care of my things and even doing my assigned duties for me, to the point that they started to look like maids or prostitutes, all so that I would choose one of them. Without realizing it, I had become the kind of cheating jerk who seduces two women at once.
Nazu, you were a cheeky girl, but you didn't hesitate to object to problems in the Myouren Temple. Shou-san, you respected others, and treated them seriously. Really, the two of you were never just master and servant, but worked together in a partnership that anyone could envy. What happened? One wishy washy man parted your thighs and flattered you a little and now you're ready to kill each other. How did this happen? Why?
No. I know why. I needed to pick one, and cut the other loose. If I did that, the reason for their pathetic competition would be gone. But I couldn't decide. They were both so determined. Determined to love me, to throw away everything. They were both desperate for me to like them, there's no way I could hurt either one of them. I couldn't possibly hurt them. Nazu's condition was becoming more and more unbearable. She wouldn't speak, and always had this horribly pained expression. And Shou-san doted on me like she were a little child when we were alone together. Sometimes her voice was too much like a child's, as if she'd lost her wits. They were both at their limits. But I couldn't bring myself to end it with either one. Because neither would bear it if I rejected them...