Rejecting the things I hate
Embezzling the things I like
Flashing a fake smile to the people I come across
Acting on my own favorNot realizing the fact that I am loved
Thinking that being special is a given
Regretting being born
Carrying things I can't carry on my backDeciding that sticking with others is for the weak
Inclining to choose loneliness
Not appreciating those who treated me well
Only keeping malevolent willsThinking about living
Always wanting to create some reason
Not being honest with myself
Slapping away the hand offered to meNot saying "Sorry"
Saying "Sorry" too easily
Not saying "Thank you"
Selfishly expecting "Thank you" from othersAh, let's try living again today, step by stepLaughing at other people's effort
Not making any effort
Pulling out during important times
Giving up at the very last momentGoing overboard during weak times
Mistaking bluffs of strength with something amazing
Not accepting other people's weaknesses
Thinking that everyone is the same as meHolding back tears
Being hard on myself
Upsetting the people close to me
Hurting those I cherish
