I hate everyone. What did I ever do to them? I haven't done anything wrong. Why do they keep pushing me into a corner? Why won't they let me be happy? Why do they make me suffer? Everyone says bad things about me. Everyone makes fun of me. Everyone hates, despises, and scorns me. My parents, my brother, my sister, everyone in my neighborhood, and everyone at school. They look at me and laugh. They point at me and laugh. They always look at me and laugh. It's so painful. I feel so bad. I'm sure they all want to chase me away. It's because I'm a nuisance. I want to disappear. I want to die.That's what I wish for. But why? I don't want to die yet. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. Do you hate me? I haven't done anything. I just want to be alone. Just stop. Please, just stop. I hate this. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. Someone help me. Please, someone help me. Hey. God. Please help me. I can't stand this anymore. I'm at my end. Help me. God. God. God. God. If I keep praying to you, you'll help me, right? God. God. You'll protect me, right. Hey. God. Why don't you say anything?You say I've gone mad. You'll close me away in the hospital. Keep me mad with their drugs. But, why? Do you hate me? You hate me so you treat me like I'm sick. There's poison in my food. I throw up and it hurts. My family puts poison in my food. At school, they put poison in my food. I tell them to stop but they don't. This is family? The teachers at school are so cruel.They think it's so funny to see me suffer. They laugh like they're having so much fun. They laugh without stopping. Morning, noon, evening, and night......... here...... everyone's laughing. But they say that I'm crazy. Crazy? Who's crazy? I'm not crazy. They're all crazy. They want to kill me, but I'm the one who's crazy? I'm not a bad girl but maybe I should be. Would they be satisfied if they kill me?Ahh, I've had enough of this. Everything should just disappear. Everyone would be better off dead. Disappear. Disappear. Go away. Everything should just scatter into pieces. My home, my family, the whole world should scatter, burn, and disappear. By why? Why won't you die? Die. Hey. Why? Just die. Please. Everyone just die. Everyone just disappear. Disappear. Please. I hate this. Ahh, I hate everyone. It's alright. You don't have to just die on your own. Because I know. My father got a gun to kill me. Too bad, though. I won't die. Everyone else will. My whole family, my whole neighborhood, my whole school will die. I will finally find the solitude I've been wishing for. Yes. I'll kill everyone. I'll be the one laughing now. I'll laugh at everyone. I'll laugh at everyone dying. I'll laugh and keep laughing. I'm going to laugh at everyone. Everyone's laughter will become mine. I will laugh. I will keep laughing. I will laugh, laugh, and finally be happy.
