I'm not the biggest Aqua watcher when it came to her streams, but its no denying that she has been a big part of my early years of me getting into Hololive and watching Hololive clips or anything Hololive related. So I don't know how to explain my feelings.
I'm sad but not to the point of crying, but I feel rather melancholic of ''Its been a good run'' of the years that Aqua has been in Hololive and that I've enjoyed watching her. Be it from clips, collabs or some of the streams that I've watched.
Until now, graduations were sad but generally easy to get over. Aqua leaving hits right in the feels though, shes one of the very few i'm still actively following to this day and her leaving means losing a huge chunk of what hololive means to me. I know that she probably isnt ending streaming for good and even have ideas where to wait for return, fully determined to follow whatever she ends up doing, its still just heartbreaking that my beloved onion felt the need to quit.