Saki-chan, your voice, I want to hear your voice...... Say something. Make me feel at ease...... But I just don’t want you to smile for anyone else. Smile for me! For me..... My head hurts. My stomach hurts too..... I’ve been agonizing over this but why didn’t you ever call me? Answer me already. I want to know. I want to know more about you, Saki-chan. My feelings are all jumbled up now....... and I keep talking in circles. But I can’t do anything else. I just can't. I can't think of anything other than you..... It's nothing but you. Always. Even so, you're important to me and I want to cherish you. I hate the idea of not cherishing you. So please look at me, Saki-chan, I hate it when you're ignoring me...... or when you're looking at other girls, I hate that..... I hate that.I mean, Saki-chan, you were smiling, weren't you? I hate seeing you smiling at anyone besides me! It sucks right? Don’t you think so? Saki-chan, do you have feelings for someone? Can you even do that? Do you know what love is? You know, sometimes I get scared, wondering why you stay by my side. I mean, we're friends, right? We’re at least friends, right? Do you think we’re friends? Saki-chan, do you...I can't stop wondering who that girl is and what she means to you. Hey, are you still listening? Would you rather be with her than me? Am I no good? What part of me is no good? I’ll work on it, so just tell me. I’ll fix it, I'll definitely fix it, so please just tell me. I want to know. Saki-chan, you know, there are things I would do for your sake. Even if someone else was just like you in every way, it still wouldn't matter. Not that there would be anyone. No, that's not what I meant. It has to be you, Saki-chan! I want us to get along, but it’s just......... I want to talk about something else, but I can’t stop thinking about it.......Saki-chan, hey, Saki-chan, what are you thinking right now? Am I strange? Am I being weird? Talk about yourself, Saki-chan. It's always me reaching out to you. It's always me getting close to you. It's me doing this all the time. All the time. All the time...... This is what happens with a one-way relationship! This is what ends up becoming, so please, Saki-chan, come to me. Saki-chan, do you hate me? Tell me I'm wrong? No. Don’t hate me. I don’t you to hate me. I couldn't stand that..... I want, I want you to love me. I just want someone to love me. No, that's not right. I just want Saki-chan to love me..... Do you hate me? Do you hate everything about me? Are you going to stop talking to me now? Pretend I'm a stranger? What should I even say? What am I supposed to do? Do you want me to fly? Jump up and down? Hold your hand? Everyone tried to do them....Parody of volume 5 of "Adachi to Shimamura" manga adaptationSaki-chan. What's with you, Saki-chan! You know, I'm fine with just you. I don’t need anyone else but you, Saki-chan. I really don't..... You're all I need. I'm not being selfish. Maybe just a little. Only a little right? Everybody else is whatever, I don't want them around. I want them to go away. But why do you go to somewhere else, Saki-chan? Come here, come over here, stay with me and don’t ever leave me. I should be the one by your side. I should be. I want to be with you, so please let me.....Uuuu... uee... Saki-chan... Say something. I want to hear your voice. Talk about me... I want you to be the one who knows me... understands me best. I want to understand you too, and I want you to understand me. I want you to be my number one, and I want to be yours. So please. But..... whenever something awful happens I feel like I'm about to shatter..... Because, somehow, I never feel like I matter to you, Saki-chan. Matter to you. I know "matter" is a strange word, but I want to matter to you. I want you to treasure me. I don’t want to be just the same as everyone else. Even just a little... please just think of me.Have you ever thought about me, Saki-chan? We haven’t met at all since disbanding, but have you thought of me just once? You know, I've been thinking about you this whole time! Only you, Saki-chan! Nothing else but you. So I want you to do the same! Think about me a lot..... You and I are different, right? We really are. I know that. But I still wait for you, and end up keep waiting, even after you betrayed me like this..... I still want to call you. But nothing really goes anywhere even if I call you. What should I do then?Hey, Saki-chan. Saki-chan? We're still connected, right? You're still there, right? But you’re far away. Too far away. I miss you. I want to see you in person, Saki-chan. I want you to smile for me. I want you to pat my head and tell me everything's going to be okay. Where are you right now? Where? Are you with someone? That girl? Tomori-chan? Mutsumi-chan? I've asked you so many times already. Is it someone you can't even answer about? What is she to you? More important than me? No… I don’t want that. I hate that. I hate the thought of someone being more important to you than me. No, no...... Tell me I’m wrong. Tell me I'm misunderstanding. I'm thinking about you all the time, Saki-chan. Isn't that enough? Is that not good enough? Should I think about you even more? Then what do I have to do? I don’t know the answer! No matter how much I think about it, I always screw up. Just tell me what you want me to be. I don't mind if you can just answer any of those. I just miss you. And the Saki-chan I know is different from this and understands that only I need to change but......Uueee....uu... uuuu... Saki-chan... Saki-chan... Hic...! Guh... uuu... Saki-chan. Saki-chan? Saki-chan. Saki-chan. Saki-chan....... I want you, Saki-chan. That's all I want. So can you..... please. Saki-chan..... Saki-chan. Saki-chan......Are you going back to Crychic again? Are you going somewhere? Forming a band? With other girls?! No, I hate that! Don't overwrite our memories! I’ve been holding onto them all this time. Can you really play for Mujica again after overwriting everything? Will it last this time? If you go to the same places, will you see different things? No, I don’t want that. No. No. You have to be with me, share things with me, even a donut... Please, understand me...... This is so messed up. No. I know. I’m the one who’s weird. I know that. But I've become so weird....... I can't get you out of my head.... Even now.... Saki-chan. Saki-chan. Saki-...chan.....Who is that girl? Tomori-chan? I don’t want Saki-chan to become someone I don’t know. I want to know everything about you. I hate that there are things I don’t want to know about you. But not knowing them is even worse. Because it hurts. It hurts. It's painful. I'm in pain......Saki-chan... I wanted to ask you to hang out. I was thinking about going with you. I really want to. But Saki-chan, you're with that girl, right? You're having fun with her, right? Where are you right now, Saki-chan? Are you with someone else, Saki-chan? Saki-chan....Hey, are you listening? Hey, what's wrong? Isn't this just like usual? Am I acting weird? I'm acting weird, right? I can tell, but. I still want to know. I want to know about you so bad I'm going insane. I don’t want to be apart from you, Saki-chan. I want to be with you all the time. I don’t care where we are. As long as I'm with you, anywhere is fine. I haven’t seen you and I miss you. But if I saw you right now, I'd probably cry. I’m already crying.
