But it turned out, I was just like anyone else. Nevertheless, I cannot accept the mundaneness of my life. I was insatiable, still blinded by fabricated ideals even till now.Look at you now! Of course you won't accept it, because it's not true. You are successful. Ain't you proud of yourself?But it wasn't worth it, after all.I am no longer willing to sacrifice... the price of success.
有失オ有得
(one must loss to gain)
I would rather not gain anything else.I was too young, wanted to vanquish the world, believed I deserve nothing but the best of everything.I am proud.