I don't really get it, but aren't you overthinking things?
That side of you
is a little human-like.
Hmm...
Y'know, Nue. You're a super awesome youkai, right?Sure am.But...
And I've been thinking about this for a while......Just an effect of spending so much time with ex-humans.
...Talking with you is a distraction.
That really has nothing to do with this.