Is it so unforgivable for me to have breasts! Is it such a sinful thing!

After becoming an abyssal, when I'm happy I'm finally gettin' somethin', Isolated Island Oni's memories and resentment all tell me that it's

I can't seduce the admiral with mah breasts! I can't even use my petite figure to gain the admiral's affection!! What the hell's wrong with this world!!!?

Even worse, Isolated Island Oni and I actually resonated because of this element!! In the end I was only enlarged proportionally!! Why!