Since Pingala died....... Because you've already tried it twice...There isn't a teacher around who would leave behind a student who is trying to die!.... The moment you didn't come to the shelter......in a storm like this.Twitch...no, the moment I knew the storm was coming, I realized it.But I think fondly of you and your daughter......and of all the students I've taught over the centuries....... It's been three years, hasn't it.I have no children, so I can't understand your pain...