Hmm. Remain in your current abusive quasi-relationship-thingy, or redirect the generational trauma towards the unsuspecting shota. Real Sophie's Choice there.
I was about to message the uploader (if you're seeing this: hi) to talk to them about including proper sources, only to find out they'd been banned for making an absolutely ludicrous amount of sockpuppets to circumvent the upload limit. Good gravy. Anyways I have a lot of artist checking to do I guess.